well... i kinda feel better now that i have a lil plan laid out for college and whatnot.. after basically wasting my time for about a year, i'm gonna enroll in either summer or fall classes at the College of Marin. Yes, it's a community college and yes, i had sworn to myself that i would never go to a community college unless it was absolutely necessary.. but i think this is a good decision, i will save money (chances are my tuition will be free) and i will be in a transfer program directed towards going to Berkeley. Hopefully I'll get in. I even consulted with our tax guy who was the dean of admissions at Berkeley for 25 years, and he said that college of marin is definitely a good decision. So... my dad won't say shit about it. lol. 

I might get distracted tho, during school, and.... like wow i love tare panda, it's pretty much the most super kawaii thing ever! and i have a pencil and a lil keychain thing with tare panda on it. I really wanna find a morning glory in California.. i found a couple locations but it was privately owned.. so idk what that means. I plan to call but chances are I won't because I will get distracted by some other lil thing. I wanna read crime and punishment. I read les miserables just for fun so i feel i should be able to get through Dostoevksy...